Uncertain Investment of my TIME

Me and Anup, we both had been working on this Health Care website and there has been a lot of changes in it since the time we started working on it. The database design has been changed two times and the look and feel of the websites has been changed vastly. We have been giving our asses to this project and working from three months. Data are about to come and then we have to feed it to the website and soon the website is going to live in this month (it is April 2013). Man we have been working out ass out and I should really appreciate Anup as because he was the man who worked really hard and most of the credit goes to him. We both are working on two projects sequentially and giving our days and nights to it, not the night we do sleep ;-) . Now the thing which I want to say is that though we are working so hard but we have not been rewarded for any of these neither verbally nor in money terms. Frankly speaking I am loosing my faith from this Hospital Care website. I really don't know that whether it is really going to earn money or not. Whether people are going to come and visit our website or not I really don't know. What if we don't get any return and the whole project get demised  I will really feel bad about it and loose a bit of my heart.

Distributed Lives

As early in the morning I was talking about human trafficking (I mean where most of the human's attentions are taking place) is happening, that is the exact place to earn the profits, for an example the Facebook. Few days back from today I observed something happening on the Facebook, the incident was something like this, there was a photo of a cute baby girl which was really very sweet, it was uploaded 8 seconds ago and within that fraction of seconds the photo has acquired 46 numbers of likes. It was unbelieveable for me that how such type of trafiic can be generated but it is the reality, people are moving towards online, most of the people are getting online and thus facebook has such a numbers of active users. This trafficking of human being on internet is making the internet one of the valeable element of our life.

How facebook is getting so much users? Right now I am in a flat where college students live and most of the time they are free as because they know studying can be done one day before the exam and actually we all now follow this rule only, hence we get a lot of time during semesters. This whole amount of time need to be passed anyhow. Facebook is one of the free option to them.

Now every one is trying to create a website so that the 225 billion dollar money which has been earned by Bill Gates can be earn by other peoples too. It was his age where software were very important thats why Microsoft the company who use to make softwares and people use to buy them. Now this softwares Microsoft a multi billionair, as because till now the most important thing in the world of technology was the softwares but now as we all know the technology is seeing an advancement which is Cloud Computing is the most vital newly emerging trend which is replacing the softwares very rapidly. The whole market depend on this technology, take PAAS, SAAS, AAAS. If an enterprise is taking the help of any of these technologies then they are surely going to earn millions sometimes billions.

We have to calculate that how much users are going to use an application which is running on the cloud. If it is on the internet that means any one can use it, every people on this planet can use it, though the population of the earth is 7 billion but all of them are not connected to internet, taking Facebook as an example there are 1 billion active users in it, hence they all can access the internet. We are now talking about the market where 1 billion people are actively paying attention. Who needs all of them. If a page is getting 1 million hits per day that means there is really something on that page.

Mesmerized Day

It's 3:00 PM and I have been doing nothing since morning (which means I was not utilizing my time) except thinking some stuffs. Let me clear out my head and write some of my thoughts..

1. What if I am going to die soon ?

2. I really need to do something like make a startup...!!

3. Will I be able to form a nice legacy in my life? Will I be able to help people and contribute to mankind ?

4. How should I utilize my time in a perfect manner so that my future would be good !!

I really need to elaborate each of these points or else there might be some untold or undiscovered thoughts which will keep on poking my head all the time.

What if I am going to die soon lets say within 1 years.. Ohhh myyyy GOD!!! I would really panic, oh yes I will but why?? It's because I don't want to die, I want to live on this earth, but if this would be true that I am going to die soon, I would really regret about something that though I lived so many years but I was not able to satisfy my soul, was not able to fulfil the purpose of my life. I was not able to give a reason to myself so that while dying I might be happy and would love to leave this world, would say goodbye to everyone happily.

I really need to do something like a startup... Yes I really want to be an Entrepreneur, I want to feel every moment of a rising company right from the day of its formation. For me a company or an enterprise is like a life which take a birth one day and slowly and steadily grows up. I really want to be a person who

"Many times the value of a sentence is not measured by its grammar but by its meaning."

from Ideas to Startup

Many kids have a dream in their childhood days that they want to be something when they are grown up. They dream something or anything without any hesitance. We on looking at their dreams ( if the dreams are not possible according to us) then we simply tell that they don't know the real world that's why they can dream like this. Later when the time goes on when we become old and they are young then the real game changers are those kids who had dreams in their eyes and had the courage to fulfill it.

We the grown up don't see that according to the time the whole world is changing but we are not realizing it. Then who are the ones who can feel it? The change!!! Some one might be feeling it, Who are they? why aren't we in that category? We keep on asking to ourselves that why we are not the Game changers, the one who are really changing the world.

Human race has seen a lot of ages (Iron age, Information age, etc). We all are changing with time, but recently there had been a lot of change in this world. Things have became very advanced and technology had became the real hero (power also). Now answering the question that who are the game changers? the answer can be simply figured out which is, the person who are really taking part in these changes, the person who are trying to change something are going to become the game changers. Let stretch up ourselves and conclude that who are these game changers, basically they are the Entrepreneurs.

Lost in 'SEARCHing'

SEARCHing ?? What... Yeah I am going to pass out from my college... Now what? Earning money is the first priority.. I have wasted my 4 years in studying and gained nothing from my college.. Absolutely nothing except not to harass or throw your frustrations over someone else, because I have been the victim for may people's ugly part or their frustrations..

EDUCATION for me is about to end.. let that go in my mind's trash can. I have no intention to recall all these memories ever.. I am gonna do something to make things better and make others life better even. I really want to contribute to this human race.. Make our native earth a better place to live, love, prosper. Oh common Vikrant stop giving a speech.. Every one in this world have this desire in their heart but no one does it, no one has time for it even. But still I will try to help others, help society and communities.

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.. come back to the topic for which this post should be. So you were at the word 'SEARCHing', hmmmmmmmm interesting.. Why I wrote this ( obviously there is a reason)
What I am doing right now is filling up forms at job searching websites so that I may get a call from somewhere for an interview.. I have been doing this for say 6 or 7 months.. not all the time but at intervals for  a continuous time.. There are so many websites like letsintern, twenty19, timesjob, naukri.com, monster.com, shine.com, firstnaukri, and the list goes on... I have been to each and every website and filled the entire bio data individually... Ohhhh mother of god, I am tired. I have applied for so many jobs but never received a message even. Nothing has happened ever, are the recruiters even looking at these websites????

I am lost, I am really lost in Searching... I have lost a lot of time in doing this (filling up bios). If I would have worked so many hours on any project in spite of filling up bio data I would have gained a huge experience which I think is the most valuable thing a working person can have, but I can't because I haven't got any opportunity to become a working person in any company.

I want to... still trying hard to not to waste time in doing nothing and focusing on stuffs which may secure my future for a little bit of time (because after some time I will learn how to secure yourself). Though I give a check every night that have I wasted my day today? Or had learnt something new? Or even utilized my time. Most of the day I really get an answer, YES.

Learn from yourself

There is something amazing in every ones life. I had my own. I wished to become something as everyone has a dream, so what's wrong if I have my own??
I wanted to be someone, I wanted to be a person who creates value in the human race, help people and respect all; when I was in class 9 I had heard about Bill Gates. I was popular in my class for my computer skills and they use to call me that I would be a Computer/Software Engineer someday; and today I am at the end of my Engineering degree but what is the value of this Engineering course which I am about to complete ??? It didn't make me any sort of valuable person; there are more than lakhs of Engineer out there in society who had completed this degree and are still jobless. I am not blaming them, the thing which is wrong, which I did figure out in this 4 years of course is that whatever we learn in this course those are merely ever used by us in our life and most importantly this course are immensely theoretical. From a student's point of view, they dreamt of getting a job in last year and put their entire focus on it in spite of thinking to innovate something new, to be creative.

 I am telling the truth, studying in this pattern won't provide you anything!!! Colleges and the Academics don't  really teach you, it's your passion which if you follow will lead you to some path specifically some learning path which you would like to learn without thinking about the examination or the marks...  Even though if that learning is not in your academics but as you are following your passion you are definitely going to learn something very valuable, you will have a unique quality in you which may differentiate you from others but if you suppress your passions and do what others are doing and compete them in these silly academics then in your last year of college life, you may end up saying that it's the end of my education phase and I have come so far but till now I am really not aware what quality do I have in me?

You won't be able to find yourself if you are going to follow paths which are made by others;

Okay now let us stretch our legs and talk comfortably, we know that everyone is saying things are going to be tough and one has to struggle a lot to survive in this planet mentally and financially. We should understand that no matter what ever the past was, from the statistics it can't exactly predict the future. That's why one can guess but cannot imagine what would be our tomorrow?

To get an answer about your own fate, you have to ask yourself. No one knows your life more than you, you know yourself completely. You know how strong you are or how weak you are, you simply have to accept it and change yourself (kind of upgrading yourself). If you feel that you are a bit fearful at certain situation which is really hard for you to face, then don't try to run from your own thoughts or fake yourself, try to accept it and change it that's what the most important step one has to take to live and survive in his/her fate..

Moving Forward

Yeah, last post was on Feb 7th.. Such a long time I haven't populated my blog with any of my views...

I was thriving for getting a JOB and in Feb I do get it on 20th. I was stable and happy that at least I got a job, it really makes you feel calm. Right now there are 2 projects in my hand, one the Health Care one and the other is my own 4th year project.

Me and Anup had been working hard to make this Health Care website very easy and comfortable to use. I hope we may touch up the market very fast and create a real value for our customers in Health related field. The site will be live soon by the mid of this month i.e. April, 2013.

We are also working on our 4th year project which we are planning to complete it by the end of this month.