depreciating fragility

Now when I have discussed my plans and thoughts about my future with more than one person, eventually the varying thoughts seems to sediment down in my head to form a well saturated zone in the cognitive part of my brain.
This happened sub-consciously as because discussing my thoughts with others helped me to figure out the realism of unripe vision which I have in my heart. They really helped me to fill the colors on those drawings of my imagination. Though its not fully colored but at least by now I have got the visualization of it, just because I shared the revolving thoughts of my brain with other brains. It is really good to communicate with your close ones as they will view your thought from their point and there is a negligible chance of probability that he/she would have the same point of view as you have.
Now, I am no more volatile about taking decisions, because they are simply made through our heart, our belief and our perceptional point of view.
Sometimes we may fall, sometimes we may receive hurt, sometimes very bad things may happen to us.. but I only know one thing how much we can take and still keep moving, how much we can suffer, engulf the entire painful night and by the morning recollect ourselves and wake up with the thought that I need to figure out the mistake which I did last night and learn from it. But we should never stop by regretting that no this can't be done by me or I am not capable of it or this isn't for me.
This persisting nature can only be obtained by one self when we all help each other, I am addressing to my close ones. I want to say that we should stop comparing or competing each other rather we should help each other to make us believe in our own self. We should help us not professionally nor personally but mentally. This much will increase the self motivation among each one of us because we are not just we, we are the combination of all of us.
Try to believe in your own self and in all of us too. This will make everyone more productive in their respective life.
This is what I have learn't from all of my close ones. They made me realize the difference between competition and co-learning, made me feel that among these two words which one is more productive and creative.

El Missverstandnis (The Missunderstanding)

From the last few weeks, I have been observing peoples around me that they think different thoughts when I tell them about my dreams n passion and what I am going to do next.

Fundamentally I am talking about my step of creating an enterprise. I know its tough, might be toughest but this is the thought in which I have been living since years. I haven't took any step previously because I was not able for it.

The Misunderstanding which I want to talk about is my own realization, that is in everyone's mind I have discovered that he/she, irrespective of age, basically thinks that if a student is pursuing Engineering then he/she has to sit for the campusing whether he gets a JOB or not.

Is there any such rules or protocols ?
Is something written like this in the mythological book of Engineering ?

I don't know, I might be motivated, I might be inspired, might be I am playing delusional, I might be feeling some sort of gigantic fire in my heart, even I might be persuaded by my entrepreneurship dream.
What's harm if I am and remain motivated, inspired, persuaded through out my entire life ?

I am not playing hardball with myself or with my Logic. I am being very simple.

' In the past, I didn't do what I loved to do..
  but At present, I am simply doing what I am loving to do..
  so that In future, I would be doing what I will love to do..'


Being very specific, I know and I am speaking from my heart that this all thoughts are not the alternative to the campusing, that means I am not running away from campusing.
If that would be the case then my desires of being Entrepreneur won't be a genuine one, at any point of time someone might have or will feel that I am pretending. I am not true. If this would be the real truth then in my this present Life I would never taste the feeling of being a successful Entrepreneur.

Trust me
Believe me

As because you are my close ones, and your trust and your belief on me is like a fuel to my strength.

But at any instant, if you have any other thoughts related to this in your head it would be valuable to me. Please connect your thoughts with mine.

Thanking You. :-)

Novice

It is the time when we learn most of the words..it is the time of accepting responsibilities when we get graduated and learn about: professionalism and corporate sectors..
From the fact that I am pursuing Engineering which means..

" Engineering ==> Job "

this derivation had not persuaded me in the last 4 years...and soon I am going to get out of this graduation.

 I am stuck at one word which spins in my head most of my thinking time..

An ENTREPRENEUR

I have been planning since years to make a start up with a small business with a genuine and profitable idea.. I know that start up time will take me through the worst path of my life..sometimes I may not be able to earn a penny for months or may earn an adequate amount for few years but I desire to persevere, I will learn from every fall I will face and keep on doing which I love to do..

I don't know why I wanna start from very beginning like from now, fresh,when I am highly enthusiastic. I think that now at present I can sustain the downfalls without getting demoralized or distorted and have a less probability of losing my spirit compared to the time when I will be 30's or 40's.

I am standing at the edge of my college life and every one knows that in the last year of Engineering we get placed through campusing in our respective college..but as I want to be and have decided to be an Entrepreneur hence I wont be going for my college campusing too.

Now, when I am not turning my focus towards preparation for aptitude test and following technical tests, I am surfing for information related to my interest and lightening up the areas of knowledge, which was under shadow and wasn't visible to my eyes. This is helping me to strengthen up and with each passing day, I discover the incremental step towards the formation of a small enterprise, yes this is my first aim. There will be a small team, i.e. a group of individuals, in this enterprise which will provide services and perform outsourcing of projects. This would be the first small step. 

Now-a-days mostly I am concentrated on the thoughts like, one is to have a trust worthy and working group. All alone I can't build up 'an Enterprise', and second I need to have a person who can find projects from the market so that we can outsource it or/and we will be providing small services to other companies even. 

Now, this will provide some food to our earning pockets, initially it may start with 0 (zero) and remain for few months like that but with different techniques, ways and networks we will try to elevate the earning line along with the growth line.

Thank You for reading so far..a little help from you..

I really wanna collect feedback's regarding this thought as they would be highly valuable for me and my dream, please comment your point of view on it in the comment section by clicking the orange colored link,   'comments'